Doa arwah nenek

Hectic life every single day,huee..ya allah berilah kekuatan kepada ku..Alhamdulillah almost all atras(class that i missed cause of going back to malaysia) are almost finish! yeiii ^^So basically i have about  16 subjects this sem.
what a hectic sem! classes are full from 8am-5pm even on saturday! and we have to go to hospitals,which is about 40 minutes away,have to walk,take a bus,get off a bus,get on a tram,get off the tram,continue walking,then only we'll reachthe hospital,and the best part is,this happens every saturday,at 7 am :)
We have to be there by 8am,and the doctor is very strict,sumpah.Dia halau balik even if we are 5 minutes late.haih..how awesome is that!yeiii?but punctuality is important kan after all,as she always says' How can you be a good doctor without a commitment to patience if you cant even give commitment to yourself.'
Anyhuuuu  to make it all even better,here in KSMU every class of every single subject everydayy,we will have exams :)))
well,now after almost 2 sem,alhamdulillah i getting used to it,imagine have to prepare yourself everyday for exam.cooolioooo.uuu end and we cant even miss a single class,it doesn't matter whether youre sick,dying or giving labour or for what so ever reason,you have to come to class.If you dont,you have to do atra(in other words,one-to-one exam with your lecturer) then only she'll sign your attendance.
im glad this sem is about to over,2 more months sharifah!hang onnnnn. but got a looooooonnngg way to go,ya allah permudahan lahh..
whatever it is,alhamdulillah,im happy with what im doing now,i mean its what i have ever wanted all these whle,and besides,i still remember the conversation between me and my late grandma "afa janji dgn  nenek yg satu hari nanti insyallah dgn izin allah afa akan jadi doctor,dan afa akan ubatkan nenek." nenek akan senyum,angkat tangan dia,dan aminkan kalau nak tahu,nenek seorang yg sangat comel,mata dia biru,nenek kecil je,walaupun dah almost 90 years ols,nenek masih ada rambut hitam,nenek sangat kuat,boleh even angkat pasu!she's a very strong and beautiful woman,nenek selalu cerita pengalaman dia masa jepun serang tanah melayu. :'( ya allah sumpah rindu dekat nenek sangat2,i grew up with her,sampai skrg akan menangis kalau teringat arwah,rasa mcm baru seala tidur dalam pelukan nenek,sikat rambut nenek lepas mandi,nenek tocangkan rambut,pakaikan nenek baju,bedakkan nenek,urut kaki nenek :(
walaupun afa tak dapat tunaikan janji afa utk ubatkan nenek,tapi insyallah amalan2 afa utk ubatkan org,selamatkn nyawa orang nanti,semua tu akan kembali pada arwah nenek,dan semua tu berkat doa nenek ,and i know the main reason why im here is because of her doa:'(
al fatihah.Baiyah bte duki (1911-2008)
p.s:
cepatlahhh,tak sabar nak balik malaysia,tak sabar nak jumpa FRD,i miss everything .
meanwhile have to get back to my histology,good night <3

Learn to appreciate :)

Heidi klum(Supermodel and her husband,Seal )Manusia nie kerap lupa,apa yg dia ada depan mata,apa yg jadi milik dia,dia selalu tak hargai.Dia akan take things forgranted,dia akan buat endah tak endah,dia akan buat apa sahaja,kerana bagi dia,nothing will change.Hal nie boleh dikitkan dgn relationship.Selalunya bila someone tu milik kita,kita tak pernah nak hargai,bila dah takde,bila dia dah bahagia dgn org lain,baru lah kelam kelibut,rindu bagai,and cari balik,cause things will never be the same He/She will never find someone that loves Him/Her the way she/he did :)
Nie lah hakikat manusia,tak pernah bersyukur dgn kurniaan ilahi.Kalau ada bf handsome,tak cukup nak yg hansome lagi!kalau ada gf kurus,tak cukup,nak yg kurus lagi and sebaliknyalah.Tak semestinya dari segi fizial sahaja,rohani pun penting jugak.Kadang2 dah dapat pasangan yg memahami,yg boleh bertolak ansur,kita buat acuh tak acuh,kita biarkan dia,kita tak jaga dia betul2.kenapa semua benda nie berlaku?adakah sbb sudah bosan?atau sudah jumpa someone better? Ingatlah,kalau kamu rasa kamu berhak ada org yg lagi baik,lagi sempurna,lagi memahami dari si dia,jgn pula kamu lupa,bahawa kamu itu sudah cukup sempurna ke baginya?
aha! So ingat2lah yg baik jadikan pedoman,yg tak baik tu mintak simpangkan lah :)
Hurm,for those yg in a relationship or in a long distance relationship tu,hargai lah pasangan masing2,tiada yg sempurna dalam dunia ini,so kita bersyukurlah dgn kurnianNYa.Ingatlah,allah temukan kita dan dia adalah bersebab,samaada akan terus ke ambang perkahwinan,atau putus ditengah jalan,itu semua hasil daripada cara kita mengaturkan hubungan tersebut.More talking and less fighting does a big help,kalau ada masalah selesaikan lah baik2,jangan take everything easy,perempuan sgt sensitif and sometimes dia nak lelaki fight utk dia ,and lelaki pun ada egonya sendiri so masing2 lah kena figure things out,api lawanya air,tidak boleh dibalas api.So Lets just hope for the best :)

Ingatlah kecantikan,kekayaan,dan penampilan tidak menjamin kebahagiaa,so appreciate dan terimalah pasangan kita seadanya :)

Woman's day :)

Scrub Latest season :P

Hope its not too late to wish to every single woman out there,a very happy woman's day :)

Stay strong and stay beautiful :)
Well we had our own way of celebrating woman's day :)
Guys from our group mate (all of us are very close to each other,and we felt as though we were siblings)
threw a woman's day party for us! Not that kind of party with dancing,or drinking or what so ever.Just a small party,with a cute cake and balloons and cokes and some other junk foods :p Lol.
But it was an awesome one! we talked for hours and hours,all 12 of us :') From playing games,to telling ghost stories,and talking about our future :p
It was small,yet a happy one,thank you so much guys,we felt very appreciated :p
Hope all of us remains friends till the end :)
Thanks to Uma (group leader),charwinth(buat org tak kering gusi) mel(si penghibur dgn guitar kapoknya)
canon(dgn ucapan serta nasihat2nya) and not to forget all the girls that color up our group.Bainnun(si kecik),Dian(si emo yg baik hati) tia(si jennifer love hewitt) syazaan(si cantik) Barbara(si streissand comel:p) becka(si atra yg sweet :p)
and last but not least Me(...) HAHAHA.i cant describe my own self can i?LOL.
The games we played were kind of funny,the first game goes like this.
Everyone must take a small sheet of paper,write their name down.and fold it,later that paper is put down on the floor,and everybody have to take a sheet of paper randomly,and when they did,they must write something about the person on that paper.Anything!the way you feel about them,or what so ever,be as honest as possible,the papers are passed around and after everybody have wrote down what they felt about the person,the paper is returned to the owner,and everyone have to read every single details on their paper outloud!
well it was a very funny and exciting moment cause we get to know what others think about us,but too bad we dont know which thought goes to which person :p
But it was an exciting game though,this is what my group mate thinks about me :"> TERHARU SEH!
I dont know how true it was but yeah,(part yg pandai masak tu tak boleh blah!*)
All of us started out as strangers,but as time goes by we knew each other very very well.Mana tak nya,kelas sama,masak sama,hostel satu floor,almost evrything we will refer to each other,Bila dah kenal lama2,barulah tau perangai masing2 bukan lah se'descent' yg disangka :p semua otak masuk air and sangat best dijadikan kawan (time study budak2 nie barulah menunjukkan ciri2 medic mereka* krkrkr) other than that,perangai kalahkan org dekat asylum =___='


p.s:Too bad atanu and ahmad cant make it since their hostel were quiet far,but their wishes and thoughts were enough for us girls :)
well this is one and only our group photos,i know all of us will go through some ups and downs this 6 years,but hopefully we will make it till the end.,and hopefully all of us will be a good doctors in the future,amin.