2014.

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah,2014 is finally here :)
So much things happened in 2013.Many unforgettable things.Some left me smiling whenever i think about it,some left tears in my eyes.
Felt like recapping all those moments,just so that i wont Forget 2013.

2013,ive made a biggest decision in my life,to change my perspective towards being in a relationship before the time comes.One of my biggest decision indeed,for i am just a normal human being,i flawed,make mistake and i learned from them.Kalau nak explain memang orang takkan faham,all they do is judge.So better i just keep things to myself.Orang tak rasa,orang tak tahu.After all,its my life,its my decision.Keputusan yang dibuat pun bukan in one night,did a lot of thinking,asked my families and bestfriends,dan yang paling penting minta petunjuk dari Allah.

2013,i also lost my bestfriend.It hits me that death does not wait for anyone,it could happen to anybody,anytime,anywhere.What are the odds,that it happened to my bestfriend :'( We were so close,like siblings.He passed away before he even turned 21.The saddest part is we  spend time the day before together,our whole group. Ya allah perasaan masa dapat tahu uma lemas,masih terasa.Macam tak percaya,baru sehari sebelum tu kita sama-sama makan,bergelak ketawa.
Tapi,setiap yang hidup pasti merasai mati,walaupun kita berlainan agama,bangsa but still aku terasa sangat kehilangan kau uma :'( Youre the closest person to me here in russia.

2013,both of my cousin got hitched! alhamdulillah kak nurul dan kak ana dah bertunang and getting married soon! alhamdulillah,i couldnt be any happier for them :') They are the closest cousin to me,more like adik beradik :') And from them too i learned untuk berhijab,belajar naik basikal haha semua lah,we share secrets everytime we meet,walaupun umur jauh beza tapi rasa tak ada jurang pun! I love you both!


2013,I went to new zealand and australia with my parents,and for the first time in my life,i went for bungee jumping!! HAHAHA, walaupun terpaksa merayu dekat abah ibu 3 hari 3 malam!tapi akhirnya dapat juga pujuk hihi,once in a lifetime experience! at least now i could die in peace  :p
No wait! this year nak cuba skydive pulak! that is a must! inshallah kalau dipanjangkan umur :)
And i did Hs0go ride too! masuk dalam bola besar,dia isi dengan air,then dia golekkan kita dari atas bukit! That was really exciting too! adrenain rush hi,and now i realize i am an adrenalin junkies.

2013,i went to PAU.For the first time.That was a totally new experience for me.Met so many people with amazing leadership skill.They really impressed me,the way they talk,they walk and everything in between are so,convincing? Learned a lot of things there,how to interact with people the right way,how we present ourselves.Met amazing country leaders like Tun M and his wife,Yb kj,and so many others.
Met a few people yang i get close quickly sebab sekepala and we just click! I guess age is not a boundary after all,sometimes their honesty yang buat kita senang percaya and tend to be close to them.Belajar banyak benda to at PAU.And that folks,let me just keep to myself :)

I guess itu lah some amazing and sad moment yang happen throughout 2013,actually banyak lagi but kalau nak tulis semua memang tak danlah! haha
And im so looking forward for 2014 because im starting over everything.Inshallah ,my new year resolution is to be a better muslim inshallah.Semoga allah permudahkan niat di hati.
And yes im planning to make a 2014 jar :) setiap kali benda yang berlaku,no matter good,bad,exciting or sad,im  going to write it down and place it in the jar :) Takkan buka kertas2 tu sampai lah malam 31/12/2014 nanti :D

Last but not least,ive learned a lot in this passed year,so many things.Some had left scars and some i wont forget.Tapi nama pun hidup? kalau tak ada cabaran,tiadalah kemanisan hidup :)
Lets just tutup buku lama,dan buka buku baru.

Its 2014.let go of people who make you feel negative emotions.
let go of people who make you feel like you’re not good enough.
be around people who make you smile and laugh.
be around people who think you’re amazing. 
be around people who make you feel happy.
don’t waste another year on people who don’t make you feel like you’re amazing :)
Have a great new year peeps! :DDD